Saturday, December 31, 2011

EE Mission Day 22 - Eyes On The Prize

A dear friend of mine introduced me to a singer/songwriter a while back named Sara Groves. I enjoy listening to many of her songs, and one I've recently been listening to is, "Eyes on the Prize"

Many of you have been on an adoption journey and know the range of emotions you can encounter on a daily basis. Some days are hard, and it becomes easy for your thoughts to drift to a place of discontentment and self pity.  I've been battling these thoughts the past couple of days. We've been away from home a little more than three weeks, and I am so homesick.  I've let these feelings take my eyes off of the prize of this journey, and it's a place that brings no glory to our Father in HeavenHe is the reason we are here.  We desire nothing more than to glorify Him in our thoughts and actions while we're here, and I'm thankful for His forgiveness and grace. 

Here are some of the lyrics from "Eyes on the Prize":

I got my hand on the gospel plow
Won't take nothing for my journey now
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on

The wait is slow, and we've so far to go
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on

The wait is slow, and we've so far to go
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on

Only chain a man can stand
Is that chain of hand on hand
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on

Ain't no man on earth control
The weight of glory on a human soul.
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on.

The wait is slow, and we've so far to go
Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on

When you see a man walk free,
It makes you dream of jubilee.

When you see a child walk free,
It makes you dream of jubilee.

Keep your eyes on the prize, hold on.

We're coming for you soon sweet girl!
Can't resist these beautiful eyes!




Update on where we're at in our journey:

As many of you know we had court 12/28 for Gayle's adoption.  Court was nothing like I had pictured in my mind.  Even though we couldn't communicate directly with the judge, due to the language barrier, she was very kind.  Once court was over, she gave her ruling without a delay.  We are now the proud parents of sweet Mila Gayle Kimble.  We are thankful to our Father in Heaven for this amazing gift.  We pray that we will serve Him well in our parenting of her.  The official court decree will be available 1/11/2012.

La La La!

Mila's different looks are priceless!

What a prize!

First time taking Mila outside for some fresh air.


We've also been made aware of our court hearing for Kathleen.  We had hoped for it to be before the holiday break in this country, but instead it will be after.  We know this timing is according to God's will for this journey, and the hearing is set for 1/10/2012.  We will leave Gayle's region sometime next week by train, and visit with Kathleen several days before the hearing.  She is on my mind constantly, and I'm praying for God's protection of her mind and spirit.  We are praying that the judge in her region will waive the ten day waiting period after the ruling.  If not, we will probably travel back to Mila's region on the 11th to begin the process for "gotcha day".  What a glorious day it will be to see her go free.

We are beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I read an anonymous quote today that stated, "If you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel, turn it on".  That light switch is now on.  Happy New Year to all of you!

Having fun with our friends, The Eubanks, at a local holiday festival.

Nothing like a fair in the middle of winter while snowing.  Wish all of our kiddos were here to enjoy it with us.

This picture is dedicated to our boys.
We continue to praise God for our parents who are managing things on the homefront.  We are also thankful for the generous donors who continue to donate to our adoption fund.  Thank you!

6 comments:

  1. Kathleen does not appear to like you. Maybe she has rad. Maybe u should just leave her where she is.
    Ps RR has a hideous disruption rate. Lil Yuri was kicked to the curb within six months (his allegedly forever fam seems to think it was god s will: noknots.blogspot.com). Ah well, sooo much better than lil Nicolai emelyasev!!

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  2. Hello "Anonymous",

    I was wondering how long it would take "you" to share your wisdom regarding orphans and adoption. Your reputation precedes you...

    I sense that you have maybe suffered some kind of trial in your life that has shaped your view of adoption. For that, I am sorry...

    I decided to post your comment this time; should you desire to post more in the future, please consider providing rationale for your venting comments. This will help add context.

    Yours in Christ...

    Proverbs 15:1-5

    1 A soft answer turns away wrath,
    but a harsh word stirs up anger.
    2 The tongue of the wise commends knowledge,
    but the mouths of fools pour out folly.
    3 The eyes of the LORD are in every place,
    keeping watch on the evil and the good.
    4 A gentle tongue is a tree of life,
    but perverseness in it breaks the spirit.
    5 A fool despises his father's instruction,
    but whoever heeds reproof is prudent.

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  3. My dear friend, I can't imagine that you wouldn't feel homesick. You are brave and courageous, just as God calls his warriors to be. Even when you think you are not, even when you feel that you have failed, I know your heart and that your greatest desire is to please your Savior. He knows our frailties. He knows that He has asked you to do what is hard. Only He will give you the strength to carry on. Music is always a soothing balm to me too, especially during the adoption process. What a sweet song that He has given to you.
    I love you and have not stopped going before our Father on behalf of your family. Can't wait to hug you and those beautiful girls, both of whom gaze sweetly in your eyes and appear to rest comfortably in your arms.
    (sorry for being so wordy)

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  4. The amazing Grace of God... using us for His Kingdom work. How liberating it is to know with all certainty that you are in it, and that that which is meant to injure and destroy is of no effect. For our King and for His Glory!-Greg

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  5. Thank you for the update! I've been waiting to hear if little Gayle had a new name. What a pretty one! As always you will be in my prayers this week as you press on.

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  6. Congratulations to your family!! Your girls are so sweet and I can't wait to see them HOME!! Hang in there, there the end is in sight! :)

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